"Sister of Sorrow"
Internally, InI know, this is not the whole truth of who I am. It is not the fullest expression of my soul.
Within my heart, I know myself to be a joyous soul; full of laughter and song, hope, faith, peace, and love.
Sorrow has been the mantle I have willingly worn... until now. In this very moment my awareness is shifting - the paradigm of what I have consciously been aware of as my life is shifting... It is beginning to feel as if I can now remove this "mantle" - "cloak" I have worn in service to the One and humanity. With this awareness also comes a profound knowing that this portion of me, my soul, will never be lost AND it is not the fullest expression of the whole truth of who I am.
This is a time of birth - the labor pains have been great and may continue yet for some time for 'I' do not control the timing of this birth - I am participating in this birth with the One, with God as I understand God.